Sometimes I do not want to sleep because I feel that I am missing out. I do not know what I am missing out on, just that I feel that I do. I have been getting quite a few errands done lately. Which has made me quite busy ;]. I absolutely love it. i went out with Klara and Viv today and that was amazing, because I have not been out with those bitches in awhile. Hmmm Ahhh France in almost two months. I am so flipin excited, partly because my account is getting bloated :]. Any how. School has been going fine I think? Swim is fantastic. Although I kinked my back the other day and I might have to pay the doctor a visit. I have also decided not to go to formal, because I am already going to my friends dance and on the same day of my formal there is a rock climbing thing at the indoor rock climbing gym downtown and I would very much like to go :]. So I have decided. Ahhhh I just filled out like scholarships and finished my fafsa, although I do not have a clue if it was for sure sent. It says its filled but you know since we have a black president lol jk jk. Any who well life is good. So many plans so many errands so MUCH FUN, quite literally. WELLL ok
p.s. and this years Chinese new year has been a bust for me LAME SAUCE oh well not my fault that I am detached to most of my family : ?
I am here
- if i should die before i wake
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scottmai- January 26th, 22:16
amused
- blood
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- scottmai
- January 21st, 0:03
I just finished a book by Han Nolan called If I should Die before I wake. It was lovely and very sad.
So much blood runs in my veins.
Thick with life and youth... ill finish this later
Well i was feeling my neck and I felt my blood racing up to my brain. It felt amazing
I like that feeling when all you hear and feel is your heart delivering blood to your body. It certainly makes me feel alive.
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- scottmai
- January 18th, 15:41
I think about every possible facet of my entire life. I think about where I am going, with whom, and the people ill drift away from. Sometimes I just think about what I am going to wear the next day or the engagements I have planned. I enjoy contemplating about nothing and something. Despite my affinity for thinking, I find that it is fun to think of nothing at all. To simply empty my thoughts and make myself vulnerable to all the world. To just let go of everything and do everything on a whim. But life is complicated and that is why I love it.
Scott Mai
lover of life
thinker of the useless
and one who loves to do things because
- A hell of a lot on the Noggin
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- scottmai
- January 10th, 15:00
anxious
I have ton's on my mind. A very large list of errands and tasks that I must do has been growing in my head. My entire weekend has been booked with stuff to do, some of which I would not like to do.
To Do List (In no particular order)
Fill out FAFSA
Econ Homework
Calculus Homework
Working for 6 hours(Sunday and Saturday)
College Account making
Clean all clothes
Possibly more cleaning
Possibly Reading
Music list
Soul Searching
Sort through pile of nothingness(there is an actual pile)
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how exciting no?
Any how, France is coming up in 84 days I believe and I am about to poop in my pants. I talked to Melissa today about my trip, shes lived in France for almost two years. She basically told me "pack nothing, save every dime". She is also giving me a map of Paris and things I must do while I am there. I did the math and if I were to save every possible penny I would have a maximum of $785(that is if i worked the optimum amount of hours). But sadly due to high school swim I have to skip a few days of work bringing my maximum to $735. EVERY DOLLAR COUNTS. So pretty much I am going to try not to buy ANYTHING and to bring almost nothing...maybe.
-Scott Mai
P.S. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO BUY NOTHING? Oops just hung up on a telemarketer, I despise doing so, but it must be done : |
- Brand New
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- scottmai
- January 9th, 21:17
bouncy
Well this is my first entry on this website and I have to admit my fingers are a little excited. I decided to join live journal because I absolutely love blogging and I recently just deleted my Myspace and Face book. I decided to delete the two social networking sites because I was tired of it all and I realized how much of my time was being wasted on them. So to start off the new year I deleted the two and to be honest I feel marvelous now. Just recently I started the second half of my senior year and I could not be any happier. My classes are difficult but that isn't new.
In a little more than a month I will be turning 18. I don't know how I feel about that. I do not exactly feel like it is a right of passage. I also do not know what to do to commemorate my birthing. Possibly a one day adventure with my best friend. Maybe a sushi dinner with a few friends or possibly a trip to the Ceramic Cafe to paint the largest mug on this side of the hemisphere(cost $50). I am sure I will be happy with what ever decision I make.
In less than 3 four months I am going on a trip to France with a couple of my closest friends. To me it is a trip of a lifetime. Now that I have a stable job I can finally start saving up for spending cash. I am getting a debit card soon and I am both ecstatic and scared because I am afraid that I will end up buying tons of crap before I even go to France. I'm sure though that I will resist temptation unless its something I must have...
During my trip I will also be getting my letters from all the colleges I applied too. I would love to get into UCLA but I am not sure if I would get in. Right now of the seven schools that I applied to I have gotten accepted to two of them. Wish me luck
-Scott Mai
